Happy Birthday, Daddy

[earthhorse]

Oceantide,

Thank you. I am so sorry if I overshared. I think I got quite triggered. . At times I just get mesmerized stuck in some kind of loop. I didn't mean to make this about me. I think I thought by sharing I would offer further validation to your experiences.

I am so sorry this happened to you.. I t's truly a miracle they didn't kill you. The monsters. I would never, ever wish the extreme abuse you experienced throughout your childhood on anyone, but I am very grateful you managed to survive the need to escape life as a baby. That you, your Oceantide, survived. You are a gift to this world.

Honoring your strength, especially the kind that allows you to be vulnerable. You are so real Oceantide, so wonderfully and richly alive.

With love,
EH