Thanks for sharing your impressions of isurvive so far, and your thoughtful approach to getting familiar with the site. It's a wealth of information to take in, and I appreciate that you're taking your time to absorb it and share your story on your own timeline as you feel comfortable doing so.
Also, you're right, it's true that humans do truly horrific things to others, yet all suffering is real and pain of whatever kind is never to be minimized. Just saying...
Take good care! Oceantide