Look back

[Shirongnl]

Do you ever look back and think of what you took
Do you ever look back and think of what I am like now
Do you wonder if I survived what use did to me
I don't think that you do
But the part that makes it all the worse
Is how I constantly think about you
Your knife on my throat
The feel of you all inside
The bottle you forced
The sound of your voice
The look of how you smiled when you thought you had broken me
The way you patted my head when your friends had finished and you took your last turn
I remember it all
I remember that I'm your doll
You scarred my hand so I'd never forget you
But after all this time you probably forgot me
For why not
To you I was an object
To you I'm just your doll

[WonderSun]

So much pain in your words. They’re so powerful and invoke such intense emotion. I ‘feel’ your pain, demanding a place of its own. No apology could ever make up for what happened to you, but I’m sorry. I am so sorry such an atrocity occurred.

You’re not alone xx