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Nothing 
That empty well
Kept looking
Kept trying
For years

Love
I Believed
He cared
I Trusted
His attention
I wanted
Love

Realization 
The Lies
Betrayal 
Evil 
monster
Repulsive 
Abhorrent

I Wanted to believe his lies
He had me convinced
that
He loved me
that
I was special
that
He was special
that
I was his
that
He was mine
that
He’d take care of me
that
He was my best friend
that
He was my hero

Unveiled the truth and finally saw
Who he was
What he was
Who he is
What he is

MyVoice,
such feeling in your words.
thank you

Thank

MyVoice,
you're welcome

Heavy and strong realizations here. Seeing beyond the lies is difficult. You express it well.