Were do I belong

[facingmytruth]

DoDo not belong,
Do not belong anywere.
With anyone.

I cannot love,
Nor receive it,
Were do I go?
Were do I belong?

Cannot shut the voices up,
I am damaged, 
Unclean,
Ugly.

Were do I go?
Only one place.

Nan.
The only place I belong

[Booklover]

You belong here


(Edited to change trigger warning)

[there]

fmt,
yes, you belong here
haven't seen you for a while. good to see your name.

i see you as beautiful.

[Jonesy]

Hi facingmytruth

Just checking in and hoping things are going better.

[try]

I will never belong anywhere because i wasn't supposed to exist and nobody wants me to. So the only thing is to be self sufficient and isolated in the world.

Which is fine, but frightening when despite all the competence and independence and hard work, it doesn't seem likely anyone could just get on and live alone to 100, entirely without ever asking anything from anyone.

It puzzles me how anyone feels completely secure, if they don't have loving family, or partners. Recently it was said nearly half the people in hospital have no visitors, ever. That must include many who outlived anyone even if they once had some who could be bothered if they live or die.

I would go and be a hospital visitor myself, but i expect i would be refused, and don't have the spare battery power to take rejections

[facingmytruth]

I dont believe we are all supposed to be self sufficient. I believe we all deserve ppl around us.i believe I deserve good ppl in my life, it scares me to think I'm alone. I might feel it at times, many times I have. But we all deserve more than that.i think its up to us as individuals to except that or not. I have to believe I am worthy of others as do we all

[there]

facingmytruth,

I agree, you are worthy of others, as we all are.


And, I believe we're all mix of interdependence, independence, and dependence.

[FrumSurvivor]

Hi, facingmytruth,
I really related to your words.
Thank you for sharing.
I hope you find comfort and connection both on isurvive and in 'real' life.
It's so lonely otherwise.

Here with you.