Were do I belong

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facingmytruth
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Were do I belong

Post by facingmytruth » Wed May 15, 2019 2:42 pm

DoDo not belong,
Do not belong anywere.
With anyone.

I cannot love,
Nor receive it,
Were do I go?
Were do I belong?

Cannot shut the voices up,
I am damaged, 
Unclean,
Ugly.

Were do I go?
Only one place.

Nan.
The only place I belong

Booklover
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Re: Were do I belong

Post by Booklover » Fri May 24, 2019 8:53 am

:cry:

You belong here


(Edited to change trigger warning)
Booklover

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Gentle (((((hugs))))) 🤗if ok

there
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Re: Were do I belong

Post by there » Fri May 24, 2019 1:31 pm

fmt,
yes, you belong here :)
haven't seen you for a while. good to see your name.

i see you as beautiful.
Reach for the stars. ---Christa McAuliffe

Jonesy
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Re: Were do I belong

Post by Jonesy » Thu Aug 08, 2019 6:37 am

Hi facingmytruth

Just checking in and hoping things are going better.
You are important

Email: jonesy@isurvive.org

try
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Re: Were do I belong

Post by try » Fri Sep 20, 2019 1:11 pm

I will never belong anywhere because i wasn't supposed to exist and nobody wants me to. So the only thing is to be self sufficient and isolated in the world.

Which is fine, but frightening when despite all the competence and independence and hard work, it doesn't seem likely anyone could just get on and live alone to 100, entirely without ever asking anything from anyone.

It puzzles me how anyone feels completely secure, if they don't have loving family, or partners. Recently it was said nearly half the people in hospital have no visitors, ever. That must include many who outlived anyone even if they once had some who could be bothered if they live or die.

I would go and be a hospital visitor myself, but i expect i would be refused, and don't have the spare battery power to take rejections
Last edited by Serenity on Sat Sep 21, 2019 12:11 pm, edited 1 time in total.
Reason: Changed MT to NT as no triggering detail included

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