Thank you, reisha, Wolf spirit, recover, and Fleur. (auto correct has learned your name
Less Loneliness lately, spent time walking with a friend and my dog today.
Losing the debit and credit cards turned out to be a good bad thing. I owed $13 on a store credit card and didn't know it. When I called to replace the card, I learned this and paid off. It may have affected my credit score.
I'm trying to keep checking for my phone in purse.
Losing things hits me deeply---why? Could probably give you a thousand reasons, and at this point in my life, my head is done figuring out the 'why'. It's not going to unearth any new revelations because I know what the losses are and how much they hurt. I'm doing my best to heal this hurt for my inner child and me. I'm already doing inner child work which involves grieving. I'm finding out that My life is about a lot more than loss. F*** loss.
'Sendin much love & support, & a big box fulla silly laughs & giggles, smiles & soft clouds, zany adventures, good friends(people) & stong, healthy connections'---these could fill in where loss made holes.
I appreciate all of you, your kind and loving support. The wonderful people that you are. We all deserve good things.
I have a lot of things to do and to 'ta dah'.
Make 2 medical appts.
Talk with M about possible art show
Continue on current project
Attend entrepreneurship class
Get info for back taxes to get refund
Continue Strength training for arms
Imagine the life I want
I need to get back to 'chores' around here. I think keeping I have been keeping the kitchen counter and sink pretty clean and meet. Getting to the vacuuming up dog hair today. Two rooms to go.
Really don't want to backslide. But I need to be kind and easy on myself.
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