There: 2019
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Hi there
Readin along, relatin to a lot, dealin w similar (those pesky home movies)
Thank ya for yer posts on my thread
Sendin tons of love & support
Readin along, relatin to a lot, dealin w similar (those pesky home movies)
Thank ya for yer posts on my thread
Sendin tons of love & support
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Reisha,
Thanks for reading. Fast forward———>>>
Has been better after that grief peak in the mountain range of emotion, memory, release.
Tonight when bro called I kept ahold of emotions. Didn’t allow the anger to bubble up. 1) the anger’s nothing new. 2) my brother has been there for me as he could through so much. Always telling me I ‘will’ get there. 3) the anger wipes me out. I need my energy for lots.
Project is still moving ahead. It definitely helps to have a focus when I know I’ll be alone all night.
Met with new rehab counselor. She’s ok. She was understanding when I was saying what things, especially bad therapy, hurt my life. I have ‘assignments’ and am getting to them.
Got membership to Y. Would like to try the therapy pool soon.
Warmer here today, so nice in the 40s. Dog loved her romp.
Thanks for reading. Fast forward———>>>
Has been better after that grief peak in the mountain range of emotion, memory, release.
Tonight when bro called I kept ahold of emotions. Didn’t allow the anger to bubble up. 1) the anger’s nothing new. 2) my brother has been there for me as he could through so much. Always telling me I ‘will’ get there. 3) the anger wipes me out. I need my energy for lots.
Project is still moving ahead. It definitely helps to have a focus when I know I’ll be alone all night.
Met with new rehab counselor. She’s ok. She was understanding when I was saying what things, especially bad therapy, hurt my life. I have ‘assignments’ and am getting to them.
Got membership to Y. Would like to try the therapy pool soon.
Warmer here today, so nice in the 40s. Dog loved her romp.
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Reason: Changed MT to NT, as no triggering content
Reason: Changed MT to NT, as no triggering content
All women are beautiful. Period.
I deserve better than survival.
I deserve better than survival.
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I hope anyone here cares about me enough to just post on my thread.
All women are beautiful. Period.
I deserve better than survival.
I deserve better than survival.
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Hi there.
I care about you.
Sorry it’s not feeling that way.
Couragetoday
I care about you.
Sorry it’s not feeling that way.
Couragetoday
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Thank you, Couragetoday.
i care about you, too.
Fleur hasn't been here to post to and from for a while. Am concerned, but also wonder if she started EMDR inpatient treatment.
Facing many changes, challenges, rude kids in one class that I have difficulty not stressing over.
Feel like passivity of survival mode is back, or maybe it's from having a cold.
Will have to police class more on Monday. Oh, joy.
Other class is a joy lately. Gotta think of that.
Thank you so much for reading.
with love, there
i care about you, too.
Fleur hasn't been here to post to and from for a while. Am concerned, but also wonder if she started EMDR inpatient treatment.
Facing many changes, challenges, rude kids in one class that I have difficulty not stressing over.
Feel like passivity of survival mode is back, or maybe it's from having a cold.
Will have to police class more on Monday. Oh, joy.
Other class is a joy lately. Gotta think of that.
Thank you so much for reading.
with love, there
All women are beautiful. Period.
I deserve better than survival.
I deserve better than survival.
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Hi There,
I feel concerned about Fleur’s Absence also.
One of the great things about being here is there’s no pressure when you’re not up to it.
However I find myself thinking about people here quite a bit when they are suddenly not here.
Did the more difficult class happen yet?
If so I hope it felt manageable enough.
Wishing you a good weekend there.
Couragetoday
I feel concerned about Fleur’s Absence also.
One of the great things about being here is there’s no pressure when you’re not up to it.
However I find myself thinking about people here quite a bit when they are suddenly not here.
Did the more difficult class happen yet?
If so I hope it felt manageable enough.
Wishing you a good weekend there.
Couragetoday
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Re: There: 2019
hi there,
i care too and think of you often. i have not been able to be here that much, sorry for that.
much caring to you,
recover xoxo
i care too and think of you often. i have not been able to be here that much, sorry for that.
much caring to you,
recover xoxo
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there,
I wish I could be more in touch with your journey- I do think of you and Tula a great deal.
Hoping you start to see those leaf buds start, soon.
hugs,
ws
I wish I could be more in touch with your journey- I do think of you and Tula a great deal.
Hoping you start to see those leaf buds start, soon.
hugs,
ws
Wounds are where the light enters you.
Rumi
Rumi
Re: There: 2019
there,
I follow along and care. Don’t post too often but I’m reading your words I realize how important it is to let others know I care - even if I don’t have much to say. So, I care a lot about how you are. Think of folks here often.
Take good care of yourself. iwt
I follow along and care. Don’t post too often but I’m reading your words I realize how important it is to let others know I care - even if I don’t have much to say. So, I care a lot about how you are. Think of folks here often.
Take good care of yourself. iwt
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recovert, ws, iwt,
thank you all for posting to me. Your caring words mean so much.
I'm forging ahead with some creativity. Doing my best to keep it together and to love myself and others.
thank you all for posting to me. Your caring words mean so much.
I'm forging ahead with some creativity. Doing my best to keep it together and to love myself and others.
All women are beautiful. Period.
I deserve better than survival.
I deserve better than survival.