There's Healing Journey 2018

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dancingfish
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Re: There's Healing Journey 2018

Post by dancingfish » Tue Dec 11, 2018 10:19 pm

Oh there, so pleased to hear your news! Sitting here with you after that little rollercoaster of feelings, if okay. Hope you can balance okay - and yes, it can change. You can feel fully loveable, even if it's hard or distant from your thoughts at other times. :)

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Re: There's Healing Journey 2018

Post by there » Wed Dec 12, 2018 2:44 am

Thanks so much dancing fish,
Really good to see your name here tonight.
Thank you for saying that I can feel fully lovable.
I'm my reality, not somebody else's low opinion.

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Re: There's Healing Journey 2018

Post by reisha » Wed Dec 12, 2018 3:25 am

Oh, {{{{{{THERE!}}}}}}
YEA!!!!

parta me wants to proletize, tell ya - see?! There IS good in the whirld! The multiverse is tellin ya <insert sum cheezy cheer up insight>, blabla & ala that.
But im so very pleased for ya. Is this guy a potential friend? Doggy pal?
Truely, There, i am smilin hard, & w a warm heart to read this!
Much care & support
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there
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Re: There's Healing Journey 2018

Post by there » Wed Dec 12, 2018 1:10 pm

reisha,
Thank you.
I DID write in a previous post, "Maybe something good can come of this."

The guy probably isn't a potential doggy pal or friend, except in the greater cosmic sense of 'friend'. I think he is truly neighborly though.
I I think I could find his house again where he took me. Maybe hand deliver a thank you or Christmas card. Visit with Tula.

Meanwhile, I am really pissed at T, and am on the verge of telling her off. She doesn't realize she's been disrespectful and mean, but she is. Want to scream and cry punch her at the same time. Thanks for the powerlessness, S.

Time to cry again.
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Re: There's Healing Journey 2018

Post by freedomspot » Wed Dec 12, 2018 3:48 pm

Hi, there,

just passing by and thinking of you.
I hope you are doing fine.

freedomspot.

reisha
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Re: There's Healing Journey 2018

Post by reisha » Wed Dec 12, 2018 4:22 pm

Oh, {{{{{ THERE!!!!!}}}}}

big GRRRRRR @ disrespectful t! Good on ya for recognizing that, & commin up w a plan to address h er abou,t it. Is she a * safe splace* to release long held anger, other emotions, displaced or not? Its only in retrospect (20/20) that ive realized my last t gave me thatits good that ya can ID yyer emotions, & be true to them, honor them.
May i sit w ya quietly for a while, & hand ya snot rags, & finely embroidered silk hankies; lotsa soft, warm snuggly snow pillows & blankies, lite a soft candlelite fire for ya, & get the tea & cookies goin. Cute massuse/suer to provide footrubs & gentle, relaxing massage on call if needed

{{{{{{THERE!!!!!}}}}}
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Re: There's Healing Journey 2018

Post by there » Wed Dec 12, 2018 4:54 pm

thank you, reisha,
I sent an email through her office's portal. I sent a copy to myself, maybe will share with someone.

Just was sobbing about EVERYThInG else, too. Then I saw your post.

Tried writing it out, then come deep sobs, like a bawling child who's been punished for no good reason.

Just the general feeling of despair, feeling lost, rejected, hopeless, somewhat helpless, frozen by financial situation and Soc. Sec. rigidity.

Trying to do this Buddhist practice from vid by Pema Chodron, and feel like I can't ever wade through the pain of circumstances.

It's not even the PTS that's so bad now. It's how freaking CRueL the world is , as if it's anything new.

Tried to feel motivated to work on my project.

Have NO Christmas Day plans. Have some ideas, but feeling like fam totally not possible or wise.

Didn't see the bus driver I was crushing on yesterday, Tues being the only day I know he's driving around here.

So difficult to feel good about my life right now.

Good thing I teach today.

Thank you, dear reisha.
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Re: There's Healing Journey 2018

Post by reisha » Wed Dec 12, 2018 5:40 pm

{{{{{{{THERE!!!!!}}}}}}}

... reisha finds 'big' there, & tells her 'lil' there needs sum lotsa TLC - Truth, & Love, & Compassion. Big there runs over to lil there, gathers her up, stokes her hair & holds her close while murmerin in her ear There, There - I've gotcha, dear love; i am here, There, (everywhere)


Sendin Sooooooooo much love & comfort
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Re: There's Healing Journey 2018

Post by there » Thu Dec 13, 2018 12:58 am

aw, reisha,
thank you.
I love your version of TLC-Truth, Love, Compassion. That's brilliant.

Big There and lil there together--thank you.

Can't keep pain inside.

Just have to let the outside very surface world go, hang deep inside where the heart beats and the love can flow.

Teaching class helped.
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Coffee mug Philosophy---Don't Sweat the Petty Things. Don't Pet the Sweaty Things.
I'm my reality, not somebody else's low opinion.

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Re: There's Healing Journey 2018

Post by reisha » Thu Dec 13, 2018 1:57 am

That made chuckle & cackle out loud! I startled sproinkalicious - afine excuse for a lil kitten snuggle! 🤗😸😻😼💖💜💝💤💤💤👅
(Guess what i just discovered!?)

{{{THERE!}}}
{{{ISURVIVE!!!}}}
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