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Hi.
I have various concerns from childhood abuse. PVE abuse have left me with lots to sort and break through. Thanks, FOO. It's also a societal problem, cuz it really never ended with FOO.

My going on and I hope rising up depends on freeing myself more from the effects of childhood PVE.

Hoping for us all to have a positive 2018 through struggle, aspiration, or achievement!

hi there,
here with you on your new thread and journey. wishing you too a positive healing 2018.
much caring,
recover xo

Thanks, recover.

Confidence about future alittle shaky. Not sure telling friend S about certain hopes helped. She pointed out how it wouldn't happen because of Trump. She doesn't know that.

Also, neighbor here was discouraging. Can understand from their perspective due to their serious circumstances. Sigh.

Difficult to let it leave me, cuz I'm already thinking I'll never get out of this place-physically or metaphorically. Again, sigh.

Cancelling appt with art therapist T for tomorrow. She was not treating me right.

Have appt with new T tomorrow afternoon. Big snowstorm coming tomorrow.

Hi there

I hear how discouraging it is when others don't share enthusiasm for our hopes and dreams. I understand. I've been in the same place myself. In my experience, such people only point out the negatives, the potential failures. They talk like daring to dream is the same as opening Pandora's box. The thing they always forget is that when all the bad stuff, all the evils, have come out, there's one thing left. Hope. That's my gift to you, there. I believe there's always hope. I believe in you.

With caring
Ashia

Edited once for clarity

Thank you, Ashia.
Your hope for me is a kind gift.

Class was so much fun. Two boys came. I made some really fun improv stuff for us. And we made paper airplanes.

Bus was 45 mins. late. Some people stayed outside waiting at the station. I went inside, less cold in station, not warm. Called uber, driver so nice, toasty inside car.
Back with some food to ride out 10-15 " of snowstorm tomorrow, then another deep freeze for at least 2 days.

Thankful for isurvive, warm place, snuggly dog.

Hi there

sending you support and sitting with you

stay strong

and sending safe hugs if ok

fight4me

sending support to you there.
love,
recover xo

fight4me,
a is crossing my face at seeing your name.

Recover,
Always look forward to seeing your post.

Blizzard today. No call with brother because he's dealing with snow removal. Sigh.
Appointment with new T cancelled because of today's weather. New appointment for the 16th.
A bit trying today. Moments of irritation, depression. Thankfully only moments.
Have got some good things done today. Still have meditation and piano to go.
Taking a lot of patience today.
Thank you for reading.

Sound machine's waves keep lapping up the shore.

Watched an hour of Netflix movie. 2am.

Unusually up at this time.

Please, Universe, bring me sleep!

there,

Just wanted you to know how much I appreciate your presence here. Your kind words on my posts make a difference in my life.

Hope you thaw out soon and that your pipes survive the temps. Sis-in-law in the storm too and her pipes are frozen.

Just wanted to wish you a good day.

iwllthrive