Life of There: 2020

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coconuts
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Re: Life of There: 2020

Post by coconuts » Fri Jan 17, 2020 7:55 pm

It's cold here too there. It did snow last night. After a crazy windstorm all night. So it moved thru pretty quickly. But loudly. I stood outside for a bit listening to the swirling wind.

Glad you could reschedule your appointment easily.

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Re: Life of There: 2020

Post by Watercolor » Fri Jan 17, 2020 11:12 pm

Brrrrr! That's a lovely contribution, that your friend walked Tula. Does Tula mind the cold?

That round of sleep seems decent. Nodding, smiling, that you logged more last night.

Ah, you persevered with the drawing!

Hope you'll have a comfy evening, there.

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Re: Life of There: 2020

Post by there » Sat Jan 18, 2020 9:33 pm

Hi, coconuts and Watercolor ,

Sleep has definitely been better. Getting right out of bed in the morning is one sleep hygiene thing. Took me 5 minutes this morning. 18b4db

Aaargh. Trying to figure out charges from Apple for laptop repair. I thought I already paid them, but can’t find charges to my bank account. Great.Not freaking cheap, though it was my fault. I hope I’m only down $200 for the whole back and forth, send, get back, resend.



Sigh. On the phone with them for 30 minutes now. Haha haha

Irritation not helping so I’m going to focus on breathing.

Seeing brother and his wife, and my niece tonight. Mixed feelings, as usual. I would like to speak up if I don’t like how I’m treated. My brother is a slave to them both. Still trying to earn the love he didn’t get in FOO.

Pocket riders , please....


Oh, good news! I already paid the $299. Ok. Phew. I really would like to get more comfortable with handling higher amounts of money.

Deep breath.

Thanks for reading.
“Although the world is full of suffering, it is also full of the overcoming of it.” Helen Keller

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Re: Life of There: 2020

Post by there » Sat Jan 18, 2020 11:38 pm

Am going to rude niece's dance recital. Why the frig do I do this to myself?

Oh, right , training in masochism from mother and FOO.


+×÷/:$#^;&^^*&=#@=%@-"^&&*!!!!!!!!!!
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Re: Life of There: 2020

Post by coconuts » Sun Jan 19, 2020 1:38 am

Pocket riding for support. Probably late but stills ending support.

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Re: Life of There: 2020

Post by Watercolor » Sun Jan 19, 2020 2:07 am

Late to the pocket, as well, but you're in my thoughts. Hoping rudeness stays at bay for the evening!

Glad your laptop is repaired and you found the payment!

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Re: Life of There: 2020

Post by there » Sun Jan 19, 2020 5:29 am

Thank you bo5so much.
I'm doing ok. Reminding myself to just breathe,.
It's mostly good.
Very late night. Still at restaurant.
There goes my sleep hygiene for the night.

Can't wait to see Tula.
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Re: Life of There: 2020

Post by Watercolor » Sun Jan 19, 2020 3:52 pm

So lovely to have smiles wrapped in fur when you get home!

Hope you've managed to rest.

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Post by there » Sun Jan 19, 2020 9:17 pm

Hi, Watercolor,
Thanks! Pocket rides are retroactive, too!

D’s boyfriend was rude, but not to me.

It’s like my mind has a fist wrapped around negative things that I see or hear. Maybe I can gently peel the digits back...

‘Smiles wrapped in fur’ ,what a lovely phrase, Watercolor. :)

Tulagirl had a nice walk in her parka. I put the musher’s wax on her feet. It helps her tolerate the cold on her paws. We had a long-ish walk, and she didn’t want to be carried at all.

Digital drawing some today. Think I’m getting better at the app. YouTube helps.

Have afternoon off tomorrow. Library closed for MLK Day. Wizards start a blizzard next week!

Having leftover sort of American Chop Suey, with beans, no meat. Pretty good!

Hope you have peace in your day, Watercolor.
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Re: Life of There: 2020

Post by Watercolor » Mon Jan 20, 2020 12:51 am

Tula must look adorable in a parka! Good to hear the two of you got in a good walk and that you're making progress with your drawing app.

Hope your mind does feel more relaxed soon.

Yum to the Chinese-y food. Time for me to forage around in my kitchen for something, as well.

Hope your evening goes fine, there.

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