Trust

[shalee]

I wrote this one after I wrote boundaries for me t . Telling her how i felt about her has left me feeling very vulnerable . But in order for me to get to the deep stuff she needed to know how I felt.


Trust

What I said I had to say so I could trust you in a deeper way
In order for me to heal and grow how I feel you needed to know
I didn’t know where to begin but I knew I had to let you in
The flashback I had the other night I tried to ignore with all my might
I started to sweat and I couldn’t breathe but what happened next I couldn’t believe
It felt like a knife inside of me and from the pain I couldn’t see
I know my mind was playing a trick but the feelings made me sick
I’m in the pictures that I see but it doesn’t feel like it happened to me
But when it does and I get in touch I need to escape because it’s too much
This is one we need to talk about but I’m not sure how to get it out

[GrowingTree]

Shalee, I felt the same with a therapist

I didn’t know where to begin but I knew I had to let you in

You said it so well.