Nightmares

[breezy1170]

I read this and just wanted to share.

This is my nightmare every night. I wake..... Sweaty and screaming foolish and alone. And so I continue on..... Living each day feeling his sweat.... And hearing his heavy breath in the back of my mind every time silence creeps up on me. Later I watch the sun, so naive crawl under the horizon..... And I get restless as dusk approaches for I know that when my head hits that pillow..... The fight begins... And he always wins in the end. Carrying my innocence off holding it up to the moonlight kicking and screaming until..... Finally..... He leaves it and walks away while it is raw and naked shaking on the cold ground..... Until... A new dawn emerges
- By Kara MacDonald
Chicken Soup for the Teenage Soul on Tough Stuff:Stories of Tough Times and Lessons Learned, Jack Canfield, Mark Victor Hansen, Kimberly Kirberger, 2012, Open Road Media

[HealingHearts]

Breezy
very haunting....

[breezy1170]

I live it every night

[HealingHearts]

So Sorry Breezy
we went though a period like that
was just awful, terrible, my whole body is tensing up just remembering.
sorry Breezy.
sending you one of my prized ninja bats to keep you company and to keep you safe...
HH

[breezy1170]

Thank u for the support

[HealingHearts]

You are so welcome
remember ... you are never alone
come here when you need
there is always someone up it seems
you do not need to be scard and alone
HH

[facingmytruth]

you are not alone listening.