The River
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Re: The River
we k
don worwe struk in f hol
f ing shoy crp
fml\f it to hel
kk
don worwe struk in f hol
f ing shoy crp
fml\f it to hel
kk
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tabby ... Just keep your head above... Swim
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Re: The River
we tri
find reson
we no hert us
but we wannt to
so tiredd of hertin
ples
find reson
we no hert us
but we wannt to
so tiredd of hertin
ples
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Re: The River
Holding your pain dearest (((Tabby)))
Know about wanting/not wanting - very hard space
Sitting quietly with you special friend (((Tabby)))
Know about wanting/not wanting - very hard space
Sitting quietly with you special friend (((Tabby)))
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Onward to a safe community for all people in which to thrive ~ gentle hugs [if okay] ~ Fleur
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Re: The River
How i long to be gone away
River take me, don't delay
Alas you are all froze today
Now i want for another way
Edit: had to fix it cos it wasn't right
River take me, don't delay
Alas you are all froze today
Now i want for another way
Edit: had to fix it cos it wasn't right
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Re: The River
Hello (((Tabby)))
I have su thoughts on a scale where little is when I have fleeting idea and much is where I have a plan
Hope you are at little - just pain that won't disappear
Please discuss ways to deal with these thoughts with your T - or contact crisis / other phone lines to have 3D support to help you find strategies
Research shows people always happy su bid failed - some almost immediately, some 20 years later
Please take very good, kind care of self beautiful (((Tabby)))
I have su thoughts on a scale where little is when I have fleeting idea and much is where I have a plan
Hope you are at little - just pain that won't disappear
Please discuss ways to deal with these thoughts with your T - or contact crisis / other phone lines to have 3D support to help you find strategies
Research shows people always happy su bid failed - some almost immediately, some 20 years later
Please take very good, kind care of self beautiful (((Tabby)))
Onward to a safe community for all people in which to thrive ~ gentle hugs [if okay] ~ Fleur
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Re: The River
Hi tabby
Fleur has left you some very beautiful words.
Please let us hold you up when it feels too hard to go on. I am so glad to see you keep writing here, you can get through this time.
Fleur has left you some very beautiful words.
Please let us hold you up when it feels too hard to go on. I am so glad to see you keep writing here, you can get through this time.
You are important
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Re: The River
I like the way you write,I wrote a poem very similar (very similar)to this 10 yrs ago.It was called "Off the bridge"Yours is better written,it made me cry.....I have so many problems but im really glad i didnt follow thru with what i wanted back then.I really believe now that by taking my own life i would of disrupted what is coming..I cant say i really have alot of peace now but i feel that i will..I want to find the right help and get it together finally......I really want to love..Its all i think about,how we (me and her)will be,how she will care about me and i will make her laugh all the time,how we will hold hands constantly,she will teach me to dance maybe,we will take long walks and just talk about what ever..Im not able to even stay in church for a few hrs right now without getting myself wound up and heading home.(panic).I have tried about everything to get it together enough to date but still i have a ways to go.Theres so many things to work on....I went through so much that i have broken parts (emotionally)that sort of are there but dont want to function properly....Im not friendly when i feel ,so i keep away from feeling.If that makes sense....But i have learned so much,and i know now without a doubt that we all have a future,and as long as we endure theres a good place coming along..I have seen it..I lived on the streets i been in some bad places,and i seen this magic come to people that did the work and roughed it out..its just not certain people it comes to everyone,i use to think not me,i will never be happy...But im sure that if i keep going its coming to me..I look for her (My someone)when im out thats how sure i am....I know im going to get help this yr,real help,and im going to feel better and be happy....I am angry and negative and a complete mess,but deep down this is what i know and it keeps me going...Keep in there,look around at others who have come through and are happy,its there for us i know it is.....It could be tomorrow or next yr but you will be happy and at that time you will think about how great it is that you stayed in there and got to it.I will too....I hope you write some more poems i will look for them when ever im on here.....
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Re: The River
dont want ot stay k
writin hutrs
writin hutrs
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Re: The River
death becomes her, ends the pain
peace at last, down to the main
of her soul, what will she gain?
duh! happiness would live again
Anyone with half a brain
would see it's better than insane
I tried to fix it, all in vain
not sure it's worth the extra strain
for now i guess i should abstain
why oh why i can't explain
tabby
peace at last, down to the main
of her soul, what will she gain?
duh! happiness would live again
Anyone with half a brain
would see it's better than insane
I tried to fix it, all in vain
not sure it's worth the extra strain
for now i guess i should abstain
why oh why i can't explain
tabby
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Re: The River
Sorry that you hurt
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We are each of us angels with only one wing, and we can only fly by embracing one another.