Fleur's 2018 thoughts
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Hello Couragetoday - thank you for reminding me that I'm not only one who has ageing parents, dysfunctional family. I DO get that there are many people who have similar concerns, but sometimes I really feel very isolated, alone. I'm sorry that you can relate so well, but now I am aware, I know my words will find empathy in you in a greater degree than previously thought
Hello there - thank you for your thoughts and thanks for imagery of Tula at your piano. It would be great were Tula and Soxy to be friends
When sister phoned last, she offered to give Soxy a home if I couldn't look after him. Yes, that's great. But - would Soxy run off? He's used yo be one and only not one of several pets
It might never eventuate
Whilst I'm kinda OK with sister becoming my advocate, I'm not comfortable about sharing MH stuff. Not close enough to her to know her opinion around su, sh or pdoc, T, etc
However, were I deemed incapable of decision making, I'd want someone outside the MH community to be on my side - and no-one else is offering
Think Soxy knows I'm disappearing later. Has been squeaky and very talkative. Now so sound asleep on my stomach I can play with his feet without risking a nip
Have yet to pack a few items in case of longer than an afternoon at hospital, so Mr Puss cannot be picking up on that, but there might be subtle hints only a pet knows
Think I omitted to mention I phoned short stay staff who said at first they had many people ahead of me, then gave me cancellation for "1 o'clock tomorrow" when we talked yesterday. Such s blessing that the iron infusion will be done today. Hoping I'll feel brighter very soon
May it be a day full of beautiful moments
Hello there - thank you for your thoughts and thanks for imagery of Tula at your piano. It would be great were Tula and Soxy to be friends
When sister phoned last, she offered to give Soxy a home if I couldn't look after him. Yes, that's great. But - would Soxy run off? He's used yo be one and only not one of several pets
It might never eventuate
Whilst I'm kinda OK with sister becoming my advocate, I'm not comfortable about sharing MH stuff. Not close enough to her to know her opinion around su, sh or pdoc, T, etc
However, were I deemed incapable of decision making, I'd want someone outside the MH community to be on my side - and no-one else is offering
Think Soxy knows I'm disappearing later. Has been squeaky and very talkative. Now so sound asleep on my stomach I can play with his feet without risking a nip
Have yet to pack a few items in case of longer than an afternoon at hospital, so Mr Puss cannot be picking up on that, but there might be subtle hints only a pet knows
Think I omitted to mention I phoned short stay staff who said at first they had many people ahead of me, then gave me cancellation for "1 o'clock tomorrow" when we talked yesterday. Such s blessing that the iron infusion will be done today. Hoping I'll feel brighter very soon
May it be a day full of beautiful moments
Onward to a safe community for all people in which to thrive ~ gentle hugs [if okay] ~ Fleur
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fleur,
reading through your thoughts about sharing MH concerns or Soxy with sister. Glad you can write/process things here. Always helps me.
i hope iron infusion works well for you.
Tula can play for Soxy to meow a melody?
reading through your thoughts about sharing MH concerns or Soxy with sister. Glad you can write/process things here. Always helps me.
i hope iron infusion works well for you.
Tula can play for Soxy to meow a melody?
I don’t deserve to self-destruct.
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Hi Fleur,
Wondering how infusion went? Really hope improvements are felt.
Hard decisions around choosing an advocate, and who would look after Soxy. I would feel very uncomfortable with someone deciding MH stuff also, but like you, would definitely want someone outside the MH world.
Thinking of you.
Couragetoday
Wondering how infusion went? Really hope improvements are felt.
Hard decisions around choosing an advocate, and who would look after Soxy. I would feel very uncomfortable with someone deciding MH stuff also, but like you, would definitely want someone outside the MH world.
Thinking of you.
Couragetoday
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Fleur,
Keeping you in my heart as you have been in the hospital and hoping things are working out okay.
Pets to Soxy and gentle hugs,
<3
ws
Keeping you in my heart as you have been in the hospital and hoping things are working out okay.
Pets to Soxy and gentle hugs,
<3
ws
Wounds are where the light enters you.
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Fleur,
How you doing?
Will be thinking of you while at the turkey dinner today.
How you doing?
Will be thinking of you while at the turkey dinner today.

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Thinkin of ya ... & soxy
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Fleur,
how you doing?
Tula sends a woof.
how you doing?
Tula sends a woof.
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Fleur,
Thinking of you and hoping you are feeling okay <3 <3
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Thinking of you and hoping you are feeling okay <3 <3
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Wounds are where the light enters you.
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Hello there, wolfspirit, courage today, Reisha... anyone else I missed (apologies)
Been in hospital since Monday
Using their iPad
Phone not working
Very distresssed, stressed
Please keep thinking your beautiful thoughts for my healing - even though I am extremely ambivalent
Care about each one of you
Been in hospital since Monday
Using their iPad
Phone not working
Very distresssed, stressed
Please keep thinking your beautiful thoughts for my healing - even though I am extremely ambivalent
Care about each one of you
Onward to a safe community for all people in which to thrive ~ gentle hugs [if okay] ~ Fleur
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Hi Fleur
I am so sad to hear you are in hospital. Holding you gently, like the beautiful flower you are, and hoping you are soon back home. Take good care lovely lady
I am so sad to hear you are in hospital. Holding you gently, like the beautiful flower you are, and hoping you are soon back home. Take good care lovely lady
You are important
Email: jonesy@isurvive.org
Email: jonesy@isurvive.org
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