Fleur's 2018 thoughts

[Fleur]

Hello Couragetoday


Thank you for message

I awoke about 5:30 this evening - roughly an hour ago. Haven't got up as yet, but only some ringing in ears, no bad headache

I think I was awake overnight - evidence I ate a couple of muesli bars - no real recollection

Wishing you a lovely weekend


Cheers

[there]

how's your weekend going, Fleur?

Sun's out here. Though chilly, not frigid.

Sending sweet breezes and pat for Soxy. Woof from Tula

[fight4me]

Fleur

Sending safe hugs and wishing you well


Fight4me

[Fleur]

Hello there and Tula. Sounds a pleasant day. May you enjoy rest of your weekend


Hello Fight4me, lovely to read from you. I hope you are enjoying something special at the moment.


Thanks for being here

[fight4me]

Hi Fleur

Thinking of you often
Hope you are being kind to your self

Tonight I am sat on sofa with feet up just about to watch a film

I hope you are doing something nice for your self you deserve it

Sending safe hugs to you if ok

Fight4me

[Couragetoday]

Hi Fleur,

Ugh. Ringing in ears.
So Sorry this is ongoing.
Pretty sure you would be aware of the common coping suggestions already?
I hope it remains less.

Take care,

Couragetoday

[Fleur]

Hello Fight4me


Hugs welcome. Thank you. Hope you enjoy film. Sounds a relaxing evening. Here's to a great sleep followed by peaceful day full of beauty.



Thank you Couragetoday for your thoughtfulness. Just wishing room would stop moving, being so noisy (traffic outside and ears inside)

May you enjoy sweet dreams and lovely day


Cheers

[recover]

dear fleur,
thinking of you today and hoping you are well.
with love,
recover xo

[Fleur]

Thank you very much recover


Had 3 appointments today in relation to MH issues. Last followup of research project, start with young lady specifically aiming therapy to work on reducing negative impact of voices, both those inside my head and those that seem like another person is in the room. Then Pdoc - looked at meds, voices, sleep habits - possibly most productive appt we've had


Weird thing - every time I talk about hearing voices no-one else can hear, the voices arc up. More sh, more su thinking, more punitive. Guess actually not so weird. I'd not like someone talking about me in room without any input from me. I don't give voices any air time, although I did tell Pdoc about voices being louder.

I'm concerned I'd accidentally seriously hurt myself. Pdoc suggested some things to help prevent bad sh/su it's a relief that Pdoc knows more of my history as well as recent experience


Wishing you a restful sleep and a peaceful tomorrow

[Couragetoday]

Hi Fleur,

Sounds like a very busy day with much to process perhaps?
How are you feeling after all of it?

That makes sense to me, what you said about voices getting louder perhaps if they don’t get air time.
Tough balance to strike I’m sure.

It’s great that Pdoc had some ideas to help prevent bad sh/su - sounds like some of the ideas might be helpful?
Hope that’s the case.

Lots of caring and gentle hugs if ok.

Couragetoday