There's Healing Journey 2018

[Fleur]

Go you there. Slime away all those negatives. Have fun with class. Much caring

[there]

FΩck!!!!!
Huge post lost completely!!!!!!

[Fleur]

You have my empathy my friend. Is really hard when posts disappear. Sending lots of caring

[wolfspirit]

there,
so sorry about that- it's happened to me before, too.
Thinking of you and petting Tula gently.

<3

ws

[wolfspirit]

there,
Just checking in on your healing journey posts.
Hoping things are okay for you right now.

<3

ws

[there]

Fleur,ws,
Thanks for checking in with me. The keeps me on my pilgrims pathway

Dictated my rant to my email. My head wouldn't stop. People. Did I say people? it has helped to know that everybody who's been bothering me is electronically detached from me.

I caught a cold last night. Hey who threw that cold?
New England weather typical roller coaster temperatures dropped and I was outside with no jacket. Sure didn't feel like 60°.
I'm going to blame my brother. Pretty sure he communicated his cold to me via cell phone.

Not going to teach today. So the tuff little mean kid can wait a few weeks.

B is walking Tula for me and getting me a gallon of spring water. Not looking forward to so much alone time. May eventually go outside.
feel like I have a fever. Can't find thermometer.

One moment at a time. Got to find stuff to do while resting.

Thanks for being here with me.

edited 2x by there for spelling

[wolfspirit]

there,
Hoping the virus goes along on its merry way, soon.
I usually get something right after school lets out, which is now. Stress let-down.
Glad you B is helping out. It's no fun to be sick.

Thanks for checking in.

ws

[there]

ws,
Thanks for caring. Just woke up at 1:45 a.m. At least I fell asleep around 11:30.

I hope you don't get sick with something, ws.

Angry at chiropractor again. Subtly emotional abusive. I can't chicken out on confronting him next time. So freaking disappointed in him. And it's not something I can write to him about. It has to be in person. I want to punch his face in. Jesus man, my butt. I don't need this stress. Grow up!

I punched a guy out once for harassing me , calling me the C word repeatedly.


B is my friend who lives in same building. He has always walked Tula for me. I paid him a little.

I am not a victim anymore. I worked through that. I am deserving of and on to the best in life. I refuse to feel bad about myself. I'm wonderful, unique, creative, brilliant, witty, lovely. No turning back, no turning it on myself.

Please help me stand up to people, Greater Power.

[wolfspirit]

there,
Does he realize he's doing it?
I know it's stressful to experience it and then to have to confront it to stop is lame.
My chiro is a woman and I told her straight up on our first appt that I was in regular therapy for PTSD. She totally got it.
I like her a lot.

I liked reading your affirmations to your self. I picture you saying them to a mirror.

Not sick, yet.
Tired from a recent triggered memory but not sick.

Hoping you get more rest tonight,

<3
ws

[there]

ws, Hi.
So glad you're here.

I don't know if he realizes he's doing it. I've thought about that, yes.

Wonderful, unique, creative...affirmations and more. They're qualities of me that won't be erased by abuse, time, judgments.
I get to be myself.

Not my loss if others don't appreciate me. I appreciate me and that's powerful.

I count among my friends the trees, the sky, the ocean waves.

with love, there