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Post by **facingmytruth** » Mon Nov 21, 2016 11:10 am

I feel panicky .disgusted with me. I am trying to calm down but can't.

Post by **Jonesy** » Tue Nov 22, 2016 9:20 pm

Hi facingmytruth

I hope you are feeling in a calmer state. Listening if you want to say more.

Post by **recover** » Tue Nov 22, 2016 10:11 pm

((((((((((((((((((((((((((((fmt)))))))))))))))))))))))))

Post by **Jitterbug** » Tue Nov 22, 2016 11:03 pm

Hello facingmytruth,

Lovely to see your name pop up, but so very sad about how you are feeling.

I can so relate to your feelings, I have them a lot too, but they do pass. Take gentle care, now more than ever.

You posted here. That was very brave, reaching out.

I am here, with you, if that's OK?

Sending warmth and hugs (also only if OK)

Jitterbug

Post by **facingmytruth** » Wed Nov 23, 2016 10:42 am

I'm just sick of all the crap from my h and daughter. I thought leaving would put a stop to it. It's been 14 months now and I still feel I'm looking over my shoulder. Still fxxxing scared to visit my old town, still afraid of what he may do, even afraid of my own fuxxing daughter. Still haunted by him in my dreams. What difference does it make if I'm there or not. What baffles me most is how easily ppl use the words " I love you " . Love means I have control over you , .
I know I'm talking shit , ive Just had enough.I'm worn out. And give up.

Post by **facingmytruth** » Wed Nov 23, 2016 10:43 am

Sorry forgot to say thank u all for your support

Post by **Jonesy** » Wed Nov 23, 2016 7:20 pm

Hi facingmytruth

I know you know this, but please remember we can't control the actions or words of anyone else
Sorry things are so rough right now.

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