Requests for company in the Chatroom & Registration

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Kurocat
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Re: Requests for company in the Chatroom & Registration

Post by Kurocat »

Re: chat room.
Hi all, ive got access to chat room and no one to talk to. I will try again and hopefully someone will be in.
Speak soon.
KC
facingmytruth
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Is anyone here
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Jonesy
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Hi facingmytruth

Hope you manage to connect with someone real soon
You are important

Email: jonesy@isurvive.org
HootySurvived
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Post by HootySurvived »

This has been the hardest site to access!!
These past two days have been horrible. Just needed some support, someone to share with.
I have terrible flashbacks from my five years of child molestation/rapes. As well as the two teen rapes. I feel them. I can't see the faces but I can feel them.
I've been crying for two days straight. My therapist is at a workshop this week, normally I see her weekly. It's going to be a lonnng two week period.

I have complex PTSD. The dr changed my meds yesterday.
I feel like stabbing myself. My oldest brother who did the worst to me is dead. My mom who didn't believe me is dead.
She never liked me.
Two weeks after I was raped at fifteen by my cousin, her nephew, she went to work for him. She didn't hug me or ask if I was okay. She acted mad that she had to cut her weekend short because I was raped.
I'm so angry. I'm so broken. I'm so full of hurt.
I need someone to tell me that it doesn't get better. It's been almost a year of flashbacks and body memories and feeling like it's happening all over again!!! How do I make it stop?
I wish I could hunt the other guys down and tell them how they've destroyed my life. They took my childhood!
When I look at my granddaughters who are at the ages that I was molested, abused and used, it triggers me. I want to reach inside of myself and hug that poor little girl.
I hate my life.
:-(
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Harmony
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Re: Requests for company in the Chatroom & Registration

Post by Harmony »

Hi HootySurvived,

Welcome to isurvive. It is good to meet you. Most folks when they 'arrive' at isurvive put up an introduction in the Open Forum. So folks like to put their story in "Our Stories". In terms of chat that usually comes after you have had a few posts here first. This is a great site for company during healing. It really isn't meant for emergency support and certainly not therapy.

Are you getting some support in your life? Do you have a therapist? Would you like this post of your moved to a place where more members will find it and respond to you? This is not a very high traffic area. It would be great for you to know you are not alone. You are a member and important to our community.

with care,
Harmony
HootySurvived
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Post by HootySurvived »

Yes, please.
Sorry, I was at a very low point for two days.
I'm in therapy.
I will try to be patient, and figure out where to post my introduction.
In proper steps...
It's hard for me to grasp information when I am overwhelmed with flashbacks.
My apologies.
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Harmony
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Post by Harmony »

Dear HootySurvived,

I am so sorry you had such a terrible low spot. With your permission I will post this in the "Our Stories" section of the forum so people can get to know you. I soon you will get the support and companionship you deserve. None of this is your fault. Thanks so much for joining us here. You are very valued as a member.

Let me know where you want this moved. You get to pick where it goes and if it goes. You are in charge here. :)

sending care,
Harmony
Jonesy
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Re: Requests for company in the Chatroom & Registration

Post by Jonesy »

Hi everyone

I am around for a wee while...
You are important

Email: jonesy@isurvive.org
Jayne
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Post by Jayne »

I just want to say I didn't realize how much this would impact me. It hurts to read your everyone's stories and it brings my
memories up front or lack there of..

I've pushed them back too long.
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Jayne
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Post by Jayne »

i have my kids in the other room and trying not to cry to tell you the truth but, at the same time it feels relieving.

validating
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